Are you tracking yourself 4 real?

When was the last time you sat among your own presence and talked about your best? I am not talking about your spotlighted charisma. Not even of your good old abilities that world has been blabbing. Am talking about the real you. Well, this real world sometimes sounds the most unreal invention of mankind. :D

I have been hopping around thinking that there are some change in me, in past few years. I tried to love and let myself get absorbed in usual activities that I loved to do. Some cooking for family, the teasing games, the long walks in open gardens, watching the pretty moon...n etc..etc. But in the so-called busy life I felt myself loosing.

The zeal for zenith.
The verve for vision.
The smile of substance.
The twinkle of tenderness.

All this is moving towards a passage where everything starts to fade and requires an utter aliveness of your mind, heart and nerves, to return.

I used to think that one blow will bring ME back to ME. I was wrong. You have to build every inch again. Put every bit by bit again and by yourself. You can have your loved ones cheering up for you ....smiling for you. But you have to lay the stones for it’s up to you with which stone you want to create your own path. These ‘pretty silly’ or ‘above the normal world’ things are hidden down under your soul. They keep building with the lucky coin ‘experience’.

And how they came back to me? :D

Because I went tracking down for myself, on my own ...without rules....without thinking...(but carefully and alertly.) Ohh...I wanna get lost again

Guys, I know life is a heck and challenge of every second. But don’t you think that puts the magic in it. Or may be an empty road without feelings but don’t you think you should love yourself sometimes...may be ALL THE TIME :D. Understand yourself. Miss yourself!!!

God has given us all, some gifts but they need to be unpacked too. Everything has a meaning and everything has magic. Live it!! Love it!! Accept it!!
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