Finding which road is mine...
After listening to Raja Hasan's new song 'yar mila de re', my heart was filled with an elated feeling of being a princess waiting for my prince. As I stroll, in red and black sevillana dress, my curled locks stride across my face hiding the eyes that have hidden sadness, but still carry the gleam of his return. The air smells of him. The rustle of leaves tell me, that he is coming, riding a horse, just for me. Quite vibrant!!
And 'whoosh', the dream is gone as the song finishes and I find myself sitting in cream faded pyjamas with my curls tightly tied in a bun and my fingers getting desperate to write.
My internship with ISRO and my CCNA classes are over for now, but they represent my present. These two months gave me up-n-downs of emo, love, faith, responsibility and even of laziness. But what I cherish the most is sense that I have insensible sense of writing again bestowed upon me. Amen!!
What I am dealing with right now is the strong emotion of doing something that gives me maximum satisfaction of being a literate and educated. The Want to fulfill my dreams that the upset world may called childish and most important of all, how to keep this flame kindling. While dealing with this I realized that many deal with this small-old, rich-poor, urban-rural and many have found answers to frequent disturbing, sometimes educating swirl. Honestly I am experimenting (I love it!!) and more honestly I haven’t found my answers till yet. Many of the patches are still missing. But yes, one thing that I know: Everybody has their own answers and until and unless we complete the journey, on our own foots, we cannot find the answers to none.
And what I can tell myself more, I can’t miss a ride in this drizzling long awaited rain. Adios and enjoy!!
And 'whoosh', the dream is gone as the song finishes and I find myself sitting in cream faded pyjamas with my curls tightly tied in a bun and my fingers getting desperate to write.
My internship with ISRO and my CCNA classes are over for now, but they represent my present. These two months gave me up-n-downs of emo, love, faith, responsibility and even of laziness. But what I cherish the most is sense that I have insensible sense of writing again bestowed upon me. Amen!!
What I am dealing with right now is the strong emotion of doing something that gives me maximum satisfaction of being a literate and educated. The Want to fulfill my dreams that the upset world may called childish and most important of all, how to keep this flame kindling. While dealing with this I realized that many deal with this small-old, rich-poor, urban-rural and many have found answers to frequent disturbing, sometimes educating swirl. Honestly I am experimenting (I love it!!) and more honestly I haven’t found my answers till yet. Many of the patches are still missing. But yes, one thing that I know: Everybody has their own answers and until and unless we complete the journey, on our own foots, we cannot find the answers to none.
And what I can tell myself more, I can’t miss a ride in this drizzling long awaited rain. Adios and enjoy!!
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