Growing up....

With this not so busy scheduled week, I planned to complete my pending work and enjoy up to the limits. As this free week starts to end up, I start wondering what I was doing for a week. Well, it is not so that I cant remember anything.....from my good memory I can tell - I watched movies, I was missing them from my lifeJ; I got up early @ 5 & went for horse-riding... which is actually painful, more than for me to get up... its for horses whom I ride :P :D; I called-up (lucky) alumni for their profiles....n more n more bla bla..

I forgot in this whole happenings, that their are people who love me, who support me....and people who love to keep track in case I am lost..actually they have full belief. So, when my mind was actually pre n over occupied, n when I kept thinking what to do next...their calls remained unattended. Don’t even dare to think that I don’t have a heart or I am to lazy ....actually, it is good to be sometimes J; but I wasn’t . You see guys, I have one brain and it is so in developing stage (it is said that it’ll be always in that) so I do need time for myself...n m so small to keep track of all this...OHK...OHK...I am not so small...but still...I have got one life, one moment ....no..no I am not dying....I consider every moment as the only present moment we have to live life...you see this, this moment which is passing by as you read n read along the line and think...don’t think bad about my blog....so..so..lets come back...

What I mean is the every individual, every single person..who we don’t even consider worth..needs his own space and time. And whatever we are big or great or small or insignificant we have no rights to evade them. Sometimes the extremes of emo- hatred and love, can do make them suffer. Its better to realize before it is too late..before they walk out.

We all need space to grow, to cultivate our own ideas...to be who we are. But there is one thing i can’t forget...my fam, my frndz and their love (sometimes hatred n ego n conceit too ) made the ride worth riding. In this growing process of becoming adults, there is one thing that haunts me being adult...and those relationships that make it more complex....but the best part for me is my responsibilities and duties.... at least ....yeh toh life mein fix n free hai :P

A word of pride: Call the person who comes to your mind after reading it.

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